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d i N i E

INTENSELY close to you, ...
To the world you may be but one, but to one you might be the world.

my precious, your precious, our precious =) --

Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ( 4/30/2008 02:53:00 PM )

hey yawl.

=)

im waiting for my gf at rp lib.
recently
lifes been down but weve become stronger actually.
i knw ive become.
hahaha

we had sum downs though we learnt alot of things together i guess.
=D
and now, i guess she has become my ultimate strength..

i dun know
but she's like one kind..
i dun know how to explain it but she is like..
she can make me weak and strong at the same time..

when she hold me...
or when she really sincerely hug me...
or when she cry and i cuddled her when shes in deep stress...
i can feel that...
i wan to protect her no matter what so ever.
every possible means that could hurt her,
i wan to b there and be somebody...
but at the same time...
my heart melts like a sparkling swan made from a block of ice
melting every sec when warmth touches it..
but its like every water it dripped,
the swan becomes more concrete and solid...
like my heart that beats for her soul...
i love her so much.
i wish...
well...
i think i already what i gotten...
but now i nd to know how to keep the room filled with light...
and will not blow the candle even if its out =)
cause every string of light would at least brighten up the day
even in the darkest rooms =).

chaioz!

the day we got tired.. and have a lil rest =D))! --

Monday, April 28, 2008 ( 4/28/2008 10:27:00 PM )

hey yawl
was soooo tired after a day's of work at suntec convention hall the other night
so decided...
shhh
hehehe XD
only we know.
hahah

hmm
so ate breakfast...
nice roti though =D! thanks!
hheehe to u-know-who..
then collect my precious hp at simei
then off to esplanade..
we chill there.
play com. eat. chat. cam-whore. and other suff.
ehehehehe

27/04/08 - work late at Suntec convention hall with beloved

and ytd was a great nyte actually.
got to work with my beloved.
how cool man. and furthermore, were in the same team! haha XD
btw.. or captain seems nice but..."aounty"..and..."okhai"...waaaatt?? haha
and the event was ballroom dancing.
omg man.
hate the girls there.
i dun know why
the girls participants were ok...
but the dres they are wearing just seems so distracting.!
pfft!
oh well
cant blame them
its what they are suppose to wear..
-_-'
anyways..the dance steps..
flawless man! altho i got to c only one full dance,
its nice to see la
soo smooth and stylish uh.. i just find it cool hahah XD

and then we went home at the mrt,
we went our seperate ways. ='((
lucky got yati and farah..
if ntt..
i thik that my hand and hers are glued with the warmth of love
=j
anyways..

happy 9th mthsary to u too darl!
my beloved NURIFA ELFERRA.
you will always be loved by ur very own! heheh XD
love u till ever after
and duuhh~~ more then the universe! heheh

(ps : no pics at the moment so sorry for the inconvinience caused)

i make everyone suffer... --

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ( 4/23/2008 12:04:00 PM )

i really need to have a car accident.

im desperate.

i really wana knw wats it feels like havng a car accident.

whether its much painful then this.

god, have u gave up n me?

i knw i have. so i guess u can take me now. =j
or u hate me too?
and let me live in this world...?
ooooo..
ok...im gonna hell...
thats y u gave me this "Paradise" first.
ok.
thanks.
ur the best.
=j.

( 4/23/2008 11:10:00 AM )

hey hey hey
.............................................
gonna play hide and seek later.

gotta find her.

she needs me!

haha

dinie to e rescue!

haha

ermm nvrmd.
shes gona make fun of me
hahaha
bt sumhow
i am the one who needs her more actually..
hahaa
ok
chaioz!

i love you =j --

Thursday, April 17, 2008 ( 4/17/2008 12:05:00 AM )

I'm soo sorry to have made you something that you're not.
u don't give u to do this, don't give u to do that,...
but im just scared that i'll lose you...
i know u'll love me but... i can't take care of you...
im too protective. i know..but i can't hide it....
i wish to quit my IG n join 'you n me' IG.
...
if there were such things hahaha XD

i really do love you. i wish to tell that to my parents in the future...my achievement...my dream...

my goal...=j
...
...
hmm ok chaioz...btw can't wait to join back dance. heh

wat is wrong with me? --

Thursday, April 10, 2008 ( 4/10/2008 11:38:00 PM )

she my life.

and im risking it..

wat a selfish bustard i am.

sorry(mind e lang).

wat? killing my ownself?

killing me is the same as killing her.

darl, dun say that... i love u the way u are.

syg i just want u to understand that i got my reasons to not have let u do some stuff. its nt that i dun trust u.its jus a real fact that i dun trust the outside people. dats y i wanna gt to know your ur friends so that ill consider them as my friends too.

syg.. i really love you and i know u do too. sygg...pls forgive me. i was being selfish and dumb. i need u to live. ur my source of breathing. sssyg...

ok im goin to bed now. tmr got to wakey early. gd nyte. hopes headaches gone by tmr.

chaioz!

today was plain tired n just FINE.. --

Wednesday, April 9, 2008 ( 4/09/2008 09:55:00 PM )

today was ok laaaaa...
"ok laaaaaa"...
but overall ok laaaaa...
its not as fun...
not as exciting...
make use some of my energy to do some sports for the week.
did soccer in e morning.
and badminton in e evening.

and i didn't gt to c her today.
yeah she went school.
well got to make some friends in class tomorrow.
anyways. got no idea why she didn't reply my messages.
i think she's watching TV or doing something. oh well...
gotta sleep early today.
tomorrow
gotta go to school.
anyways,... wuuu yeah! she messaged! using Malaysia number.. O.O!.. -_-'.. but wat the heck! heh XD
i think i wanna hear rock songs back uh.. hmm recommendations anyone? hmm
*random*
anyways, tomorrow's module is Object Oriented Programming.. sounds cool eh..
hope the lessons are as nice as it sounds..
btw... i think that i need to act upon my sense of ENTERTAINMENT...
it seems lost.. i mean..i sense that it has gone somewhere...
oh well.. gotta make it happen beybeh!
that's all for today.

p.s. : i don't wish to talk to my sister right now.... -______-'''''....i neeedddd moneyy!!!!! nyaaaa!!!

damn bored!!! --

Tuesday, April 8, 2008 ( 4/08/2008 03:31:00 PM )

wat the.

hahah sorry la if i irritate you. ahhaha
but i gt nth to do laa.. so boring..
thn u jus log out sia.
haiyooo...
pissed me even more.. nvrmnd...
hahhaa
lemme entertain myself...
XP!!!!!!!!!!

ytd first day of sch! and now..... --

( 4/08/2008 09:28:00 AM )

yo yo yo yesterday was the ferst dayof sch... wast that great.. (i mean in class)
haha
was quite boring tho. hahaha

hmm but lucky theres my darling to accompany me! haha had a blast! one of the most wonderful first day in school i have.

hahah XD hmm pictures are in my gf's blog. and i felt sorry for darl. (at night)

hmmm now i in sch. siting at one corner. hahah good oso la. hmm made some contributions. now break time. cant wait to meet gf latr. hahah lols. anyways yeterday was 'database systems' module. n today is 'IT Security and Management'.. are they cool modules are what! haha don't know about others but i loike it! haha

ok chaioz! later people...

new skin!! --

Friday, April 4, 2008 ( 4/04/2008 04:16:00 AM )

check out my new skin!! woo hooo!!

i cant believe that im duin this at 4 am in e morn~~!! hahaha~!

urm gona kl soon. 3 days oni... --

( 4/04/2008 03:09:00 AM )

hey hey hey!

now i tinkis around 3 am in e morn.

hmm i so worried for my syg.

shes very moody tday.

i want to be with her and comfort her..

shes very dear to me..

darl i hope u can hear me sayin.. dat i love you every nyte before i go to bed.

i will always think of u.

syg. gd nyte.

im goin kl tis weekend.

gona spent my time in mlysia for a while.

3 days.

i hoope i can spend it well there.

n i hoe i got money to spend too. nyahaha

gotta buy things.

for me and you-know-who. =JJ

hmm anyways, i miss you alot. cant sleep. hmm hope tmr will be a better day.

for you. n me. hehe

hmm ok chaioz!

take care

went to rp! for reformatting! --

Thursday, April 3, 2008 ( 4/03/2008 12:02:00 AM )

yay at last i reformatted for i think the third time.
hhah yes. 3rd.
hmm i can't believe that my gf is studying at rp now.
hahah
how cool is that.!!!

haha
now and then i can see her.
anyways. ive reformated my com and now its in goody goody condition.
heeee!
hmm n i decided to have a new blog. i dun want uh...kpo kings and queens. haha
anyways. now im tokin to my gf haha
k chaioz!

ps. tis wkend i am going to kl myb im bringing my com so ill shld posting..if im fre. chaioz!
=D