(Saturday night)

im so so sorry peeps
i didnt mean to make anyone in misery
im trying my best to be who i wanna be
like last time
but
as i go on,
i need time to retrace back
while carrying on with my current life

so

i think its hard
but give me time ok people.

and to my family,
i did a lot of sins to u by ignoring and putting u in a box at the side of my table
i promise to have time
to open the box
when it family time ok

to my Hip Hop friends,
im so sorry for not turning up practices and being someone who aint me
i love u all
i love making jokes like last time
lame ones
i know
but yeah..thats me
not now...someone who barely speaks
but hey, give me a chance too aites

and to my darling gf
Ms Nurifa Elferra,
you're the love of my life.
and i can't seem to find the right thing to say
every now and then
i don't know why.
i really love you and i don't want to stop loving you.
syg, i think i got to get my mind straight
and do lots lots lots of praying
which, honestly i'm just starting back after a long long break
i feel revitalize after doing my prayers
syg,
i miss you =)
anyways, u guys wanna know where she went to?
she went to buy a new bag yawl.
jansport.
fuyoo..
i need one too man
hahah XD
but its ok! *bluueekk!*
hahaha
syg, i wan to take u to a movie soon
but u'll have to wait k.
its gonna be a surprise ;)
i may just pop out and say "hey, let's go watch a movie! " +D
hahaha
so be ready yeah! ahahaha
syg, i owe u brownies for last month
haha
*got to make it soon!*
haha yeah.. i miss making them too
hahaha
sooo sygg, msg me when your home k.
i miss you sooo much!
x)))))))



btw i had this feeling due to the massive cleaning of my room
there is alot of space now and i can think broader as well.
haha
*physical thinking is interlinked to mental thinking*
coooll...
hahaa anyways.
gotta siap2
goin out with my family yawl!
hmm watching iron-man.
wonder how it is.
ok!
cool stuff had happen today
get room clean - checked
Ferra's home - no yet
get a good mood - checked
spent time with family - checked
spent time with Ferra - a lot more coming
hehehe
prayers - checked
.....
i think thats all for today!

its only 755 pm now..
so i guess there's more to be done..
and its a sat nigt.. soo.. yeah!
gotta/can do more things! hahhaha

ok chaioz! ;)


( sunday morning)

went to bowling and went out with family.
hmm was ok.
haha played four games
168,177,132,129

hahaha
no constant game at all.

(monday morning)

hahah went late for class
but ca do the prob statement uh hahaha
cool shit
hehehe
hmmm now i waiting for my gf
hahah

hmmm
now got to go bye!
chaioz!