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d i N i E

INTENSELY close to you, ...
To the world you may be but one, but to one you might be the world.

Thursday, July 31, 2008 ( 7/31/2008 08:21:00 AM )

hey hey hey..
im damn early today hahhaa

i came forth to class. is dat cool or wat haha
okie. for a long time i didnt come to school this early so excited la kan hehe

yesterday i watched the movie.. well actually not movie.. its dvd.. but not movie at all la.. its an educational video! hahaha hmm its about how to use the telescope. hmm now im very very sure of how to use the telescope already.. and yesterday we tried the telescope at her house. and i explored some uses already.. and i was right about the barlow lenses. haha hmm yeah and today we are goin to try it again after school.. im soo gonna help her find stuff with that telescope heheh XD... hmm but i still have to know how to use the space map in order to find stuff in the sky..

yeap so yeah im in class and the faci is here already. got ready to start class soon. so yeah... c ya! chiaoz!

btw im confused.. this weekend has the abg od2 kawin then got farhan's bdae party.. aiyoo... hmm i tink ill request mom to go for farhan's bdae for awhile then head back to jurong.. hmm yeah.. i hope i can find my way back haha lols. k da.

FERRA BIRTHDAY and OUR FIRST ANNIVERSARY --

Monday, July 28, 2008 ( 7/28/2008 09:35:00 AM )

it was a blast la! haha XD
well for me,..
but more for her. heheh

i hope so that she had fun yesterday.
and also hope her wish comes true hehehe XD
hmm
and now she got new wishes i think.. heh XD hmm looking forward to it.. hahah XD
k syg.. i love u alot laa..
ive never done such thing to someone u know haha...
really man.. haha...

i got some pics i wan to upload but i didng bring the cable to school..
hahaha btw im not in the lib supose to sleep.. which im doing it in about 10 to 15 mins time. okie chiaoz.. =)

for more info. go to my gf's blog. ull see more of the updates there..
bye all

yay! now can go see stars whenever we want!!
no nd to wait for star party haha lols. XD



=D

SGH --

Monday, July 14, 2008 ( 7/14/2008 11:06:00 PM )

remember this pic??..
now its my family's turn hehehe.. XD

hey hey hey!!!

hahaha

first of all,
i would like to thank my beloved syg, ferra, for accompanying my family at singapore general hopspital today.
(wah sooo formal sehhh)
hahaha
aiyaa thank you la k syg... i know without u just now.. i think my family will be bored down there watching people pass by...

and she claimed that she was honored that i tank her and it means alot to me when she follows me to SGH. hahaha yeah she deserved it. she talked alot just now with mommy and daddy.
i was rather very happy and delightful to see the "could-be" half-part of my whole family talking and laughing with each other... hehehe.. its just.. u know...
the feeling of happiness accompanied by the smile of silence.
haha
i dun really kow how to explain this feeling but one day ill tell..
when i get the feeling right.. heeee

hmm as for ayah, i wish you all the beat and i promise to pray for your safety. u know that i love u soo much that i couldn't tell this right in front of you. whats more in front of you with a lot of other people. i don't know why. but. i just love you okie. =j come home safely dad. =) i know you will. insyaallah.

ok.. time to go. chiaoz!. see you later aligator. ;)

missing you --

Thursday, July 10, 2008 ( 7/10/2008 10:42:00 AM )

i miss those times where don't used to nag and be sucha shit in the ass..
a fly to a human..
and a joker to a businessman...

i wanna be someone who you liked before.. but can u forget all the hardships so that there isnt any misconceptions between us...

haizz...
today my teammates are very encouraging...
especially shameer.
hmm but i just dun feel like doing any work today..

this morning i nearly vomitted.. and it feels great..
felt like my brain all squished...
hahaha but it felt great tho..
hmm i miss her so much..
...
...
and the best part is..
it was raining
from seletar, it was dark actually..
but the time i came to woodlands. there was light and the pic was like this..
..-->

it was nice to look when you're feeling down and it gives a sense of hope and will for you to go and do stupid things with the ones you love and have great laughters.. haha! XD..

i wanna go to esplanade.

i wan to see how i were when im with you. and it could sort of remind me. i wan you to be happy. smile for me. laugh for me. im really sorry. can i go break with you?... i wanna eat with you again. i miss you.

movie.later.745pm. --

Monday, July 7, 2008 ( 7/07/2008 09:29:00 AM )

now is a sian-zation man..
i know nuts about java applications.
and everything i said to my faci is just pure luck..
hmm but i am grateful tho...
at least by this i can learn sumthing
better then absolute nothing haha XD

hahah hmm today's watching boy girl thing...
tmr got larry's lesson..

hmmmph.. wed its a must2 to visit dad at hospital. hmph.
got to pray for his safety always. and mom's safety too.
plus sis.. and other peeps..=)
amin.

one month... --

Saturday, July 5, 2008 ( 7/05/2008 11:23:00 PM )

yesterday is my late uncles one month.

bismillahirrahmannirrahim.
assalamulaikum.
wak, u know that i miss you.
ur the only uncle that im close to u know.
other than maman yus, u know more of me.
and that hit the spot. hahah XD
i want to have a life partner that could hear my voice when im calling for them.
u did that some time before u know.
haha
i will continue to support MANCHESTER UNITED. the red devils.! yeah. but im sorry.
i have no cable uh. hehe if not i promise to watch every MANU match! hehe
there are more instances that i spent with you than other uncles.
u know. this is a secret aite.
of all the uncles that i have, u're the only one who shows me care and concern.
hahaha i will forever keep the jacket u gave me, the hardrock cafe necklace, the FB jersey, the old school MANU shirt, the hawaii shirt(hahaha i will remember that one ;D) , the chocker u hang at ur car.. haha and alot more..

and wak, i have a titsy bitsy problem...
nah i shall not mention it here..
haha i shall tok to you in m dreams aite.. if i meet u there. haha

chaioz...

for you... --

( 7/05/2008 08:39:00 PM )

" Look at the stars; look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow

I came along; I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all yellow

Your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
You know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across; I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
Cos you were all yellow

I drew a line; I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

And your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
For you I bleed myself dry
For you I bleed myself dry

It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for?
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do "

this is a song i want to dedicate it to you =)

hehe. the lyrics is what i feel for you. i mean

not all. but most of it. heeee

now waiting for you to call me back. i hope wherever you are, you are doin olryte.

please call me and just tell me where you are. i just want to know. and who you are with.

u know i miss you alot. but.. its okie.. ill wait for you =).. hope you are having fun. =j..

and can u plesae dun play with my feelings..

u want me to die literally is it? if yes then just tell me. dun need me to suffer. i can cut it short.

chaioz....

Friday, July 4, 2008 ( 7/04/2008 11:00:00 PM )

what is the world becoming into...
im just a helpless son of a...
im weak man..
damn!

first uncle...
man am i still not over t or what..
its just too fast man..
then dad went in..
im just freaked-out man..
im feeling insecure
im just scared =//

i love you. everyone i know. and above everyone, which doesn't include my family members..
i love you very much.. =/

to whom u know, please dun be mad at me. im sorry for whatever i said. i mean. u can tell me what i said then i will try not to mention it in the future. if i say it again, can u tell me again. coz u know my mind have such a small memory space. heh.

to dad, ul be safely home okie =) i wil pray for you insyallah. no a muast actually. hehe i love you dad. i wish u can read this. u mean alot to me then u know. please come home.. ='(

song - regina spektor - the call