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d i N i E

INTENSELY close to you, ...
To the world you may be but one, but to one you might be the world.

22nd ! --

Thursday, May 28, 2009 ( 5/28/2009 11:07:00 AM )

man im tired lately.

coz im having lots of fun with love and i forgt to rest.

"HAPPY 22nd MONTHSARY LOVE! "
ferra, ferra..! hehehe

eh no... efa efa! hehehe

Saturday, May 23, 2009 ( 5/23/2009 06:37:00 PM )

hey peeps. i know that i dun use to blog much.

i think that since i already start my new TUMBLR yes. tumblr. i can start on something new. hmm.

anyways who would read my blog. its just the place where i write shits and stuff. so if ur interested here's my new url for writing shits.

www.anappledropkindofgenius.blogspot.com.

yes. i thought of issac newton when i was making the account. wanna know why? dun ask. coz, i also dunno why. yeah =).

ive been busy with stuff lately.. yeah. "stuff".. which is allocated in the dictionary as, "i-am-busy" too.. yeap haha.

last sat. i went to sentosa with by beloved. it was great.

ok about today. now i was suppose to go out with my love and it turned out the other way. and... i know its my fault.. haiz.. i wish i could turn back time.

i wish i had the power to turn back. so i would go out to meet her today. =(..

and now just because that her ppd is low. i cant msg her. and i need to know her whereabouts. i dun want her to be in situation that could put her in danger.

man now, i nd to pray that god will protect her. hmm hahaha. lols. u ppl might think that its sum kind of an exaggeration. hahah it sonds like it too! haha XD can't deny that. but i really preventing from something that could have happen.

hmm its okie. im trying my best to keep the doubts with me. i trust her. alot! (trust me =)) so yeah. id be waiting for her to return.. or best, she is at home doing something reasoning for her not to be online.

well i guess i just msg her..

maybe shes jus waiting...

i dun know...

- dF

Monday, May 11, 2009 ( 5/11/2009 12:34:00 AM )

oh dear god, allah subahanu wata'ala.

iv'e been bad. to many people. family's and foe's.
i dun see why i need to be here when these people don't need me.
and i can see that these people are sacrificing alot just for the sake of me.
and i'm really not a good person.
u know me.

god, pls take me home.
i don't want to be a burden for anyone.
not for mom, not for dad, not for sis, not for my aunts and uncles, cousins and relatives, friends and foes..
god, ur the only one that knows me very well and i love you very much.
but im sorry that i skipped pray at times and do bad stuff when you thaught me the right ones..
you create lightning and thunder.. but i know u also create love and care..
but u know.. im not a saint.. but also im not a devil..
god take me away.. i know.. some people would be sad.. but it will go in time...
god.. i need to talk to you.. but i tink it will take me a while to have to talk with you.. and you know what im thinking right now.
god dun make my eyes feel sore.. i want to post..
oh man u always do this to me.

from just now ive been thinking of her.
god i did wrong.. please forgive me..
god, please take care of her when im not with her..